The break up...

Today I broke up with my Girlfriend.


My love for her just died away after a while.


i feel like a jerk doing that, i don't like doing that to people i want that stuff to happen to me.


Mainly because i don't know how people would react if i did so.
I was so devistated over my last break up with Jessica but... well i guess that when i decided to go out with carol ann... i wasn't really thinking straight, i'd had my heart ripped apart and broken, and i'm still trying to get over jessica now...

God i feel like such a jerk T-T

Hiya everyone

hello people ^^

One of my Friends on DA decided to try getting a blog so i thought, ah what the heck might aswell ^^

So now i'm pretty much convinced this place is cool :3 though i'm still learning a lot about it XD

Who am i?

i'm Ruisu ^^ You can call me Rui or Ru-Ru ^^ I like either one of them ^^

Gender: Male

Hair: Dark brown

DOB: 11 Aug

Sexuality: Bisexual ^^

I love drawing! i draw manga and read it ^^ All of my drawings i draw by hand and i usually color on the PC using Photoshop but lately i've been getting into using watercolors and pencils ^^ If you wanna see them i'll host a few pics some other time but for now you'll have to go to http://www.ruisu-1993.deviantart.com/ Thats where i submit all of my drawings ^^

Likes: Manga, anime, friends, love, yaoi, yuri, Sci-fi, Art, video's music, sex, msn, P!NK, utada hikaru, BLOOD!!!!!!!! and ect

Dislikes: Racism, Stupid people, Mainstream, Terrorists, loneliness and other stuff